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Tuesday, 22 July 2008

  • BLAH.

    nvm the previous post.

    which i have also deleted.
    unpleasant it surely was.

    anyway. not reali IN THE MOOD for a HIGH, HARDCORE, SEMANGAT update at this particular moment of downtime. but anyhow, a simple update of sum generals first okay, people?
    promise a detailed, nevertheless typically LONG KITAB-MANTERA style update in no less than a week. promise. spirits will be up by then. jz sum time-to-time emo-ness attack, hahha.
    but rest assured i have my reasons. jz gotta sail thru dis few days. just dis few.
    so yeah. :-

    random simple update. drafting, of THE generals.

    days, busy busy busy.
    -tho exams are SO over. but i still have no absolute FREE time. somehow.
    filled times. super filled. super UBER filled.
    - yamchas- which actuali takes up half or 3-quarter of the time?
    - movies. lunch. dinners. blahss.
    ongoing events. here, there, everywhere.
    - again, PARTs-dance.
    - police station - nope, not a big deal. no worries. =)
    - Clinic - will be on it, when itz dealt with.
    exams result, coming back. PAYBACK TIME.
    - too ignorant. cant expect any near fond-ness results.
    - sailed through. yes. call me greedy. but not enough.
    - elaborate when i can.
    social life, HAPPENING.
    - uh-huh. HAPPENING. i guess. hahha.
    frenz. buddies.
    - lovin em, lovin me.
    health.
    - stress-ing. confusing. troubling.
    everythg else. as smooth as it can possibly be.

    *22nd of july tomoro. such a special, significant date.
    - marks the date of two years from where it ALL started. tho it ended. but nevertheless marks the beginning of a great frenship, embarked with closeness and a HUGE amount of trust, NOT built overnight. HEY. therz patience. sweat. and blood ! hahha.

    see. that's positivity! hahha.
    something that im training to plant in me,myself. haha.

    u can choose to see things as an end. dead end. full stop. case closed.
    but no. look at the bright side. think = we're close. and dyammnn. we make great frens.
    u can say he doesnt love me. he cheated. he moved on.
    but no. just learn to let it go. and be strong. be bold be tough !
    u can be angry. jealous. pissed. bitch. complain.
    but instead of goin deeper into the damned loophole. accept. im jz not the one for him.
    u can cry. sulk. complain. whine.
    but no. jz smile. laugh. go crazy go hyper go gila babi.
    u can complain you're fat. ugly. oversized. obese.
    go jog. go diet. go exercise. go DANCE.
    u can complain u're lazy. pig. HOPELESS.
    and still, continue to play DOTA like itz LIFE and jz eat and sleep.
    COZ IT'S LIFE. =) <3

    owh along the way.
    went col today. went police station wid vince. went ikea hotdog lunch wid jade, wayne and kah fai. went movie, DARK KNIGH wid sarah and buddies !
    celebrated masvin's bday dat day in col. pics, soon.
    and i told chris i was bloggin. and he said. "so wad pics are u uploading dis time." hahha.
    no offence chris. thx for keeping up. =) have fun in sabah ~ (:
    and one retarded story that i have to blog down to remind myself. in the next blog. hahaha.

    what don't kill you only makes you - stronger.






    ~ my heart feels, heavy. ~

Wednesday, 16 July 2008

  • RETARDED-ness. =D

    HEY ALL. dis is a RETARDED post with RETARDED photos of me and my RETARDED gay fren VINCE ! =D
    we helped MAC to try out their labtop cam effects so we FORCEFULLY camwhored our so-GLAM faces.
    and owh we get paid. =D

    Black and white.
    DYAMMMNN vince u seriously look SO LOST. n retarded. HAHA STRAIGHT TO YO FACE HUN! =P

    Ju-On.

    a smiling Ju-On. HAHHA. =D

    "i hate my teeth." said vince. and i he'l hate me for sayin this. HAHA. =D


    Love this.


    Poserz.


    i cant stop laughing takin this effect. itz. RETARDED.

    so i chickened. out.

    BUT.

    i MADE IT. =D

    we're moving on to sum of the best parts..=DDD


    im SHY !


    but i kissed a girl, n i like it ! hahha. - katie perry. without the hahha. HAHA =D

    PIC OF THE DAY.


    and the CLIMAX. HIS EYES.



    [CJ7] RITE PEOPLE!  AHAHA.

    CONCLUSION. get a mac book LAR. according to my friend VINCE. =D

    GOTTA GO CENDOL AND ROJAK woOhoO!~
    MUACKS. =)

  • okay OKAY. UPDATE ! =D

    DYAMMMMNNN.

    here's the nothing-other-than-grandnannybananny-stories update that u ppl actually ask for.
    n for that, ILY GUYS ! hahha.
    fyi. ily = I Love You.
    The INITIALS people !

    so. hahha.
    i dun wana write sum kitab or mantera here. jz sum HIGHLIGHTS and LOWLIGHTS of the past crazy week okayyy.

    neway last week was my sem2 exam week. ther usual phrase. i didnt study. n NO, im not proud of it. im guilty about it. i feel sucky about it. i despise myself for it. but what can i do. it's in my blood. but NO. im not proud of it either hahha. but sumhow. i managed to do okay? n i realised, if u dun wana study, just pay attention in class. cz u'l noe mainly wad u need to noe. tho i do skip class. n NO im not proud of it, but GO TO CLASS, AND pay ATTENTION, LISTEN, DUN SLEEP, if u dun wana study. but if u wana study doesnt mean u dun have to go to class. LOL. =D

    so i'l jz randomly start from last friday. hahhha. :)
    i went to dis tong sui shop, itz called sweet brother in translation. TIAN GEGE. ONE work. YUCK. =D
    after that the 3 of us, my wife ( my SIS lol. ) mum and i. went carrefourre. and we camwhored. as in my wife and i. NOT my mum. DUH? and i took some REALLY pretty pics of my wife. i love her! ILY wifey.              

    my wife promoting nescafe. her little NIPPLE. oopsie i meant DIMPLE, her lil DIMPLE. =D her SMILLLE. taken by me the ANGLE pRO. hahha. and US. =)

    and JENG JENG JENG. new slippers. to replace the unwearable. =D
    before. and after. ( ugly toad to PRINCE i noe. =D ) with a choice of  two colours.

    only RM19.90.i noe. SHOOT ME.

    and i didnt noe carrefour has such sense of humour! =D


    went to eat steamboat at nite at desa complex. YUMMY. aft that i went out wid meg. and then she sleptover. and then d nex day. i slept til like 3 o 4 sumthg. LOL.

    so there goes my saturday.

    SUNDAY. was PASAR MALAM nite. DYAMMMNN. hahha. ( my super new addict word. thx to vince. owh u'l noe him SOON hahha. ) i just LOVE pasar malam for sum reason. im referring to maluri's one. not too big, not too small. just nice. the food rocks. so many thgs to see. including my wife     and i holding hands.HAHA. but seriously  I DUNO Y. people jz look at us as if we're freakos. i mean YEAH my sis and i do hold hands while we walk. SO WHAT. itz LOVE. =)

    monday.
    after biz papers i went to meet eric. we and our ayam goreng mc D. DYAMMMMNNN. PLEASE TRY IT PEOPLE. itz better than KFC's. no offense KFC. hahha. but no nice pic of him dis time. he was camera shy. ahahha. aft dat i went GENTING. nahhh. jz joking hahha. itz dis GENTING-LIKE place called ampang look-out-point. Go GOOGLE IT.

    i'l talk about it for a bit. RESTAURANTS WITH EXOTIC VIEW says the web. hahha. but yeahh itz true. itz high up? lol. itz cold, that it's kinda misty. a great place. u can c the WHOLE VIEW OF KAY-ELLE. and there's restaurants up thre, like for me, i makan-ed at Gasoline. therz SHISHA TOO EHEHEHE. not for me but fot those who are a fan of it. yes im sum sort promoting that place hahha. oh was up there wid jade and wayne. i did tel d girls but therz 8am class d next day so dey were not so semangat. hahha. AND YES, WAYNE. "FOR SURE PEI ANNE'S GONNA BLOG ABOUT THIS." and there. hahha. but wayne said sumthg else. "EH WE DIDNT CAMWHORE UP THERE LARH." aahahha. SEE. guyz NEED it too. camwhore is a form of entertainment. EMBRACE IT. =)



    tuesday. class was 8-5. =/ n yeah im talkin like i went for the 8am class hahha. BUT i did woke up at 7 and prepared myself and everythg. but my CAR was GONE! but no worries itz not stolen hahha. my bro took it. so i didnt make it to dat class. after col at 5 i went spicy wid DA TWO SISTERS. fay po and foong po. dam sounds so wrong. fay and meg. there. datz better. =)

    on the way to fetch fay from col. ther was dis car in front of me. sooo slow. i was like COME ON LAR, DUDE. itz the HIGH WAY. MOVE ITTTT. I WANA SMACK YOUUU. and so i decided to potong it. n as usual. u will purposely turn over to look at the driver. itz like. THE trend. to try n giv them THE LOOK. BUT. when i looked. it was a man, wid a somewhat 3 year old baby boy, d baby was disturbin him n dey were laughin and smiling. n i go like, awwww. i mean YES itz dangerous n not right. but still, AWWWWW, SEE, therz more than life. sometimes good things may be happening behind sum thgs dat doesnt look nice, nice enough to please u.

    datz why, always look at the further aspect of thgs. for example, letting go. it may seem so hard, so painful, so impossible. but it's true wad ppl say. sumtimes u cant let go, because u dun want to. so if you, yes. you the person who is readin my good-for-nothg blog. if you're tryin to let sumthg or sum1 go n it just typically seems toooo hard. pls sit down. n think about it. think further. as far as u can. as long as u stil do not let go, it wil only inccur more pain. hurtin yoself more. and when you're out of it, you're, so to speak, free. you WILL be yourself again. and mind me u can c thgs so much more clearer. i noe they're the memorie    s. the this the that. when u already noe n can c flaws, stop tryin to cover up and give excuses, flaws are flaws. however good the good side may turn out to be. dun only choose to see it. the flaws ARE there.

    im not sayin dis as mr.wiseguy. or miss wisegirl. im speaking as sum1 who knows. who've gone out of it. and hell yeah im damn rite proud of myself. im not sayin itz easy. itz never easy. NEVER. but hey, love yourself. before this u kept giving him or her a chance. but now. give YOURSELF the chance. try it. at least once? and why? cz u deserve it. better than anyone else in the world. good luck!~     a reward for readin my blog, if it can be, hahha. may u find peace and comfort friend.

    well bless my soul,
    u're a lonely soul.
    coz u wun let go, of anythg u hold.

    and all i need, is the air i breathe, and a place to rest my head.

    - say ( all i need ) - one republic.



    **ily. all of you. =)

Wednesday, 09 July 2008

  • the fun of - continuity. hahha. =)

    soooo.

    tuesday.
    ahaha. LAW paper was OKAYYY. paper at 1, so went to study with wayne and all in the morn. i was late. n VAIN said "i know u'll be late wan." BABI-ness. why the hell are all my close frens all so dam straight forward? hahha. well, maybe that's wad make us CLICK-able hahha. so aft exam, there was moral studies. and aft moral studies i went back. on the way back driving, wayne actualli called me like 6 o 7 times, n i didnt pick up, not cz i was driving HAHA. cz phone was on silent marh. yes. i can throw my fcuking phone away! i get dat from angry people ALL the time. like ALL the time. ahaha. soreee larh guys. wayne said jade came allll d way from sri petaling adi, but i cross d tol adi. so nvm lor. went to meet wid meh nevertheless.=) she need to take pics for her assignmenttt. SHARP SHARP PICS. n again i became her faceless model. again. HAHA. appreciate the honour!=D she brought me in ZENIA ! (JADEEEE. hahha ) first person. appreciate the honour too! =P Zenia was HAWT. as in not the sun. as in, "WOW!" - HAWT. hahha.



    MEG'S SUPER DUPER TRUPER UBER CHUN-TED HAPPY NEIGHBOURHOOD. - ZENIA.


    ZENIA's SUPER DUPER UBER TRUPER CHUN-TED POOL. and the super duper truber uber chun-ted SINK. WATER TAP. whatever. and the super duper truber uber chun-ted girl emo-ing by the the super duper truber uber chun-ted ZENIA POOL. =D

      
    the the super duper truber uber chun-ted living room. bedroom. body. and the the super duper truber uber chun-ted ZENIA PANASONIC PHONE !

    aft dat we were dam hungry adi. hahha. meg din eat whole dayyy! she's bz loaded wid assignments and presentations. so we went to eat STEAMBOAT. yummy. meg's breakfast, lunch and dinner. and the wait was like torture. TORtoise speed. Torture. while waiting for d thg to boil and all. i was so hungry, i ate d chili non-stop. meg was like wth is wrong wid u? hahha. and indeed sumthg was WRONG wid me. i kept spilling stuff and droppin food ! URGH. ahha. halfway eatin meg sakit perut adi. cz din eat whoooole day mar. tu lar. so we went home. supposed to go yamcha wid wayne n jade n all. but kinda late d. so din go lorhhh.


    If you're curious coz u realised why the name WAYNE and JADE kept appearing, just like how i realised, hahha, they are dis 2 BFF ( not to me, to each other hahha! ) dat i got to met along the way of college life. few of the few guys i actually can trust and call buddies, in college, tho jade is not from KDU. so to speak i've been warned of college guys and the thg they want and see and think. call me paranoid? hahha. NO, itz really different. i mean, guy buddies u met and know in high school and college. im no SEXIST or nythg, but high school ones are the ones u kinda grow up with. college ones are ALREADY grown up. all of them different and matured and, ultimately strangers. get wad i mean? darn i duno how to put them in words. pandai-pandai larh. ahaha.


    so bottom line, wayne and jade are kinda like my buddies in college life kinda thg. same goes to MC, wee nie, bee yee, raimi, lovely PARTS people a.k.a brandon, vince, mel and all.


    HEYYYYY did i jz made a list of close and meaningful people i met in college? DARN. BLOGGIN IS HEALTHY. woo000OOoot!=D

    anyway it's been half a year now. i mean, appropriate time for u to identify the new people that walks in yo life, who's close to u, who u've been hanging out with,  what u've generate and all. ultimately trust and closeness dun just come JUST LIKE THAT. tho u can just "CLICK" wid sum1 JUST LIKE THAT.

    talkin bout PARTS. the VIDEOOO. eheheheh. haha ! there. thx jatta! Xoxo! =)


    and then wednesday. a good day. =)
    i met up with kah wei today.  for those who duno, which i doubt hahha, someone who has played a very important role and been a very important person in my life, for a moment in time. tho still important, but it's, different. hahha. despite our differences. our super duper different way of thinking and doing things. our ever so contradicting lifestyles. owh, we have our differences. haha. but it's been a looooooooonnng time. since the day we last met up and talked. months? and it's great to noe sum1 important to u still remains close to u. i mean itz never nice to lose sum1 close to u rite? DUH. so we had lunch. brunch. blah. the new OLD TOWN. n i think itz actuali d first time i makan-ed at oldtown. i mean, i cant remember d previous time, or any other time im at a OLD TOWN kopitiam. darn. hahha. it happens u noe, when u do sumthg n realised u enver did it before. just liek ordering nasi lemak in a restaurant. and teh o ice. which i actuali realised when i was mamak-ing wid meg. LOL. itz so AKWARD. first-timers. ahha.

    so we talked. and itz also nice, to be able to still be close to someone who u can talk to about anythg, as in ANYTHG, anythg under the sun with. of course itz, different, but in a good way. he has some major decisions to choose. but i felt he made a great choice, and will do great. whichever way, he still has my support! owh im such a good fren. hahha. no joke! i reali meant, GOOD fren. LOL! all the best !~ 


    candid.

    gtg be a GOOD sister and fetch my wife. oops. my SIS. hahha.


    ~life is black and white. and so, the possibility of grey.~

    ily.* =)

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